I’m a “learner,” at least according to Strengths Finder. I enjoy learning new things, exploring new ideas, and trying to understand different systems. But sometimes I “learn” about myself. And that seems to happen each time I preach.
Last time I preached, I learned a lot about myself. See what I mean HERE.
I had the opportunity of preaching again at my church, Grace Community Church, yesterday.
7 Personal Truths I learned Through Preaching
1. I’m hard on myself.
Always. In fact, I’m probably much harder on myself after I preach than others are. I know the spots where I swung and missed, the spots where I didn’t connect, and what I should’ve said differently. And I’m good at beating myself up.
2. I’m vulnerable right after the message.
I’m all about “constructive criticism,” but I need some time. Give me a few hours…24, if you’re feeling extra generous.
3. Rehearsing through the whole sermon a few times helps me a ton.
I’ve started doing this, practicing through the whole sermon a few times, from start to finish, adding in key phrases, transitions, and striking things that are out of place. When I’m piecing things together throughout the week, I find I inevitably leave out key pieces of the puzzle.
4. I carry a lot of the emotional weight of the room.
I shared a heavy message yesterday, and I could definitely feel the weight of emotion in the room as I preached. This thought encourages me to pray for my pastor more…even while he’s preaching.
5. Preaching drains me.
I said this last time, but I’ll say it again. After I’m done preaching, I feel like I’ve worked a full day.
6. “Great message!” doesn’t do much for me.
It doesn’t feel all that encouraging. I’d much rather hear something like, “That’s what I needed to hear.” Even if it comes through an email.
7. Preaching is a lot of work.
8. Preaching connects me with God unlike anything else.
My mind is more active, my spirit more tuned in, and my heart is more primed. Preaching, for me, is the culmination of a lot of intense preparation. And I feel tightly connected with God through it.
Question: Do any of these resonate with you?